203. vbs at my mom's church --- something to keep bee busy while bubba left
204. 3 hours to myself
205. my own "private" beach
206. time alone to process that he is gone - not even 24 hours afte he had left... but gone
207. just enough other people to fell alone on this stretch of sand, but not creepy alone
208. a small grey shell, my new worry stone - a gift from him
209. the wave from bubba - a small perfect gift from our case worker gave me
210.bowling on the first day of summer, the day he left
211. the silly videos that played after each gutter ball
212. the fact that bee loved the videos more than trying to hit pins down
213. starbucks with a friend and a bit of baby love - the balm for a hurting heart
214. my sweet sensitive bee --- putting his head to my chest and saying he could hear my heart crying
215 a new family tradition
216. how the moon is out even in midmorning
217. the moon that reflects the sun... may i be a moon who reflects the light of the SON (inspired by this book)
218. watching a class of paddleboarders... idea for the future
219. a reminder there is a future and happier days to come
220. rocking chair on our front porch
221. rain
222. sweater and hot tea --- yes even in the summer in south fla!
223. old plastic slide and the memories made there
224. painted toes
225. new bike for our FIVE year old
204. 3 hours to myself
205. my own "private" beach
206. time alone to process that he is gone - not even 24 hours afte he had left... but gone
207. just enough other people to fell alone on this stretch of sand, but not creepy alone
208. a small grey shell, my new worry stone - a gift from him
209. the wave from bubba - a small perfect gift from our case worker gave me
210.bowling on the first day of summer, the day he left
211. the silly videos that played after each gutter ball
212. the fact that bee loved the videos more than trying to hit pins down
213. starbucks with a friend and a bit of baby love - the balm for a hurting heart
214. my sweet sensitive bee --- putting his head to my chest and saying he could hear my heart crying
215 a new family tradition
216. how the moon is out even in midmorning
217. the moon that reflects the sun... may i be a moon who reflects the light of the SON (inspired by this book)
218. watching a class of paddleboarders... idea for the future
219. a reminder there is a future and happier days to come
220. rocking chair on our front porch
221. rain
222. sweater and hot tea --- yes even in the summer in south fla!
223. old plastic slide and the memories made there
224. painted toes
225. new bike for our FIVE year old
Wonderful list, full of God's grace. Joy will come in the morning. Isn't it wonderful that even in times of grief, He gives us glimpses of hope?
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