bathing momma bear after being told i can't take her to daycare tomorrow due to diarrhea (which means she has to come with me on my teacher workday... i was planning on getting so much done)...
she screamed and cried - who knows why... it's been this way for a while and up a level since fake-out visit...
she cried I WANT DADDY!!!!!!
i didn't stop to consider she could have meant my husband - my brain snapped...
wtf... you want HIM... the one who has let you down - the one who has caused all this sh$*&...
i finished her bath quickly, briskly, and then passed her off to the husband... realized after a few deep breaths she was calling for him
but in those moments i felt so betrayed,
i felt the unfairness of it all
this sucks.... it really sucks
she screamed and cried - who knows why... it's been this way for a while and up a level since fake-out visit...
she cried I WANT DADDY!!!!!!
i didn't stop to consider she could have meant my husband - my brain snapped...
wtf... you want HIM... the one who has let you down - the one who has caused all this sh$*&...
i finished her bath quickly, briskly, and then passed her off to the husband... realized after a few deep breaths she was calling for him
but in those moments i felt so betrayed,
i felt the unfairness of it all
this sucks.... it really sucks
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